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Post by Viking Dong on Jan 27, 2010 8:29:44 GMT -5
I guess that settles that then, huh? Haha.
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Post by sascrotch on Feb 3, 2010 1:28:34 GMT -5
pretty much haha.
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Post by sascrotch on Feb 3, 2010 1:46:39 GMT -5
Okay, I've never said this out loud, but....
I look back now and wonder exactly WHY I was with Christine. I mean, it was fine in the beginning, but as it went on all she did was take me away from my friends, my family, and my faith. She did nothing but use and manipulate me, made me do things I said I would never do, and turned me into a complete emotional wreck.
And I did nothing. I just let her walk all over me. And I think that's the hardest thing to swallow. If I would have been blissfully unaware, that's one thing, but I knew pretty much the whole time. I just wanted so bad to love and be loved that I forced myself to overlook things. I gave into her. I was just as wrong as she was.
And I think that is where I've matured the most. I've learned so much from that one, albeit long, horrible experience. At least that's my view. I want you guys to tell me, in complete honesty, what your opinion of the entire relationship was, from an outsider's perspective.
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Post by Viking Dong on Feb 3, 2010 13:42:18 GMT -5
I want you guys to tell me, in complete honesty, what your opinion of the entire relationship was, from an outsider's perspective. You pretty much summed it up in your own words. To me it seemed like a train wreck waiting to happen, which consequently did happen, and kept on happening. If I could have my way, I would have made sure you never had anything to do with her. But, we're all humans and therefor we have flaws and make mistakes. I'm a firm believer that every single action we do, every path we take, and every decision we make is just part of a bigger picture and that everything happens for a reason. I've had far too many "coincidences" for me not to - I've made seemingly insignificant decisions that have ended up being life-altering, etc. What's important is that we all learn from these paths we take and in turn fulfill our greater selves. In further response to your question, I *think* a good amount of people knew you were in deep trouble early on, but judging from your post it would have been inconsequential whether we/they voiced our/their thoughts or not. Here's to better days ahead!
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Post by Black Iron Dong on Feb 3, 2010 16:24:50 GMT -5
i agree with jim luckily that relation ship is over. don't get me wrong you learned from that experiance and i did to if not in the same way. i was in a relationship with a girl that could have ended up like yours and christines but luckily i steped back and looked at the situation before things progressed too far. your example is one of the many reasons that i ended it with beth and i am eternaly grateful.
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Post by sascrotch on Feb 11, 2010 17:41:37 GMT -5
Well, it's official with me and Deirdre, though I guess you already knew that. It's funny; just when I stop looking for a girlfriend, I stumble into a relationship. Things really are looking 100X better this year.
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Post by Viking Dong on Feb 11, 2010 21:24:33 GMT -5
Life's full of weird, ironic stuff, to say in the least. But good for you, lad!
Speaking of serious stuff, I am now going to be sober for the next 5 months of my life. I'm not embarrassed to say the reason, I'm taking (once more) the highest powered anti-acne drug there is (which has some nasty potential side effects), to quell what would undoubtedly have been outbreaks just as bad as in highschool. My vision is soon to be corrected, that means I will be able to get my permit then license. And that means job. And that all together means more confidence (in life in general). I'm finally getting my shit together. Thank goodness, it's high time I've done this.
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Post by sascrotch on Feb 12, 2010 23:33:37 GMT -5
That's probably for the best. I pretty much don't want to do any more than the occasional social drink or so. I have too many other things that are more important. If you really want to move forward, putting a hiatus on drinking is a really good idea; definitely a step in the right direction.
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Post by Viking Dong on Feb 14, 2010 22:16:42 GMT -5
I won't miss it, to say in the least. Well, ok, I'll miss a beer (read: a REAL beer, like a good Sam Adam's Octoberfest) every now and then I reckon, but hard liquor and heavy drinking in general can fuck off.
Now I just have to start studying for my permit again lol.
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Post by egyptiandong on Feb 15, 2010 14:49:09 GMT -5
Do you have to get your permit first this time. I mean you had it before. I dont know the rules youll prolly find out when you get there anyway. Just kinda thinking outloud. This is an actual serious board. I have been gone way to long. But Im back hopefully.
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Post by Viking Dong on Feb 15, 2010 16:04:15 GMT -5
I dunno, that would be rad if they could just renew it again... but with my luck, I'll have to take the test over again lol.
I'll google it...
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Post by sascrotch on Feb 17, 2010 13:26:46 GMT -5
Ithink you have toretake the test after so long... but Idon't know for sure. I'm just happy because Deirdre got me a journal for valentine's day,so I'm gonna start keeping some of my thoughts and whatnot in it.
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Post by Viking Dong on Feb 17, 2010 14:17:33 GMT -5
I have to retake it. Oh well... soon, though!
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Post by egyptiandong on Feb 17, 2010 14:29:32 GMT -5
That sux. Hey speaking of journals Im gona start posting mine on the site if anyone gives a shit. In the life story sub.
My G/Fs talking bout marriage. I guess I knew it was comeing to this but Im not sure im ready lol. At least I know we r most likely waiting till after college, unless something crazy happens. Like if her dad gets married and gives us his old house at a very low rent cost + I wrk on it a bit so he can sell it for more when we move out. *This is actually being discussed but even still it wont happen for another year and a half.*
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Post by Viking Dong on Feb 17, 2010 14:33:55 GMT -5
Damn, that is pretty serious lol. The biggest thing I gotta worry about right now (besides license) is deciding when to get my hair cut.
But I'm sure in good time I'll be with the rest of ya.
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